Here is some updates about my life recently, I've resigned for the third time in Ayam A1, which is the food industry job as a key account executive,but going to join Time Galerie as an advertising and marketing executive. It might be a bit miserable about my job hunting journey, but Time Galerie is the final destination I want to stop at due to it has given the offer I want, and I already wasted too much times previously, it is the time to have a full stop on job hunting, and to have a determination to commit for a job, and work hard to reach another level in my career path. I should feel satisfied and fortunate to get what I want...
About my love path, it goes smooth and sweet, but the shadow of past experience still affected me, it might be very unfair to my current boy friend, but I hard to control myself not to think in that way, in the extend to protect myself. I feel sweet and happy to attach in the current relationship, yet I feel so worrying that I will get involve or concentrate too much in a relationship, and wondering will it be just because it is the beginning, so everything goes fine..and until some times, things might change...people might change..everything might change...
Sometimes, thing isn't complicated or happened as I thought, but I just can't control myself to think it in a negative way, so that when the things happen, I will not be too disappointed or too sad, because I've already warned and told myself earlier on that things and human might change, and things will not happen as I wish. I always told myself, my life will not be the blissful one la, where got so easy and simple, where got happiness will happen on me..where got 1 la..so that I will not be disappointed when I can't meet with 'blissful' and 'happiness' these words..
But I asked myself is it really work so that I won't be disappointed if I already told myself I will not be the blissful one, I'm doubt on it...I might still sad and despair at the time...so why would I still want to think things in a negative way?I don't know, I just can't help myself to think in a negative way...unless the shadow is disappeared one day...perhaps..
March 20, 2009
March 2, 2009
New Job
My mind has been struggling for the past few weeks about what do I really want to do?What kind of job is the most suitable for me?Marketing or sales is better for me?What do I want to achieve in the future?How do I want to walk my future path?
Earlier on I have been chosen the bank job, which is a sales job, within these 2 weeks I'm with the bank, I heard of all the negative comments about this job, and I saw that there is very high turnover in this position, the one who with the ability will stay, the one who tried hard but still can't work out will leave...this is like a survivor game...the winner's name will be shown and rank on top...And the economy has seriously affected the industry that I should have to get business from...and I'm totally fresh in this line, my previous knowledge and experience totally can't apply on this job...but from another side, I can learn new things from this job, because I have never tried on sales and there is really quite a lot of things to learn from this position and bank industry...but I being threatened by the fact that this is not the right time for me to try 'whether am I suitable to do sales'...especially in this line...if you can't perform within half year you will be terminated...I wondering do I have the spirit to fight with others and with myself...
Therefore, just after 2 weeks I've worked, I decided to go for another offer which I mentioned earlier on..which is the food industry job... I have decided to work for the position that relevant to my previous working experience and skills..and the work tasks that I have more interest...At some extend I would say myself quite useless as I don't dare to accept the challenge..and rather to stay at the safe and comfort zone...But to see from the recent economic condition, I would like to stay back in the safe zone, rather than worrying of myself can't hit target every month, being pushed for figures everyday, and rather than take the risk of being terminated or can't perform in the end..I just want to protect myself...and to live and work happier in a better environment...
I tendered resignation letter for the banking job today, and will start my new job again on next Monday, bless me~
Earlier on I have been chosen the bank job, which is a sales job, within these 2 weeks I'm with the bank, I heard of all the negative comments about this job, and I saw that there is very high turnover in this position, the one who with the ability will stay, the one who tried hard but still can't work out will leave...this is like a survivor game...the winner's name will be shown and rank on top...And the economy has seriously affected the industry that I should have to get business from...and I'm totally fresh in this line, my previous knowledge and experience totally can't apply on this job...but from another side, I can learn new things from this job, because I have never tried on sales and there is really quite a lot of things to learn from this position and bank industry...but I being threatened by the fact that this is not the right time for me to try 'whether am I suitable to do sales'...especially in this line...if you can't perform within half year you will be terminated...I wondering do I have the spirit to fight with others and with myself...
Therefore, just after 2 weeks I've worked, I decided to go for another offer which I mentioned earlier on..which is the food industry job... I have decided to work for the position that relevant to my previous working experience and skills..and the work tasks that I have more interest...At some extend I would say myself quite useless as I don't dare to accept the challenge..and rather to stay at the safe and comfort zone...But to see from the recent economic condition, I would like to stay back in the safe zone, rather than worrying of myself can't hit target every month, being pushed for figures everyday, and rather than take the risk of being terminated or can't perform in the end..I just want to protect myself...and to live and work happier in a better environment...
I tendered resignation letter for the banking job today, and will start my new job again on next Monday, bless me~
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